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1. friend you saw: nikki
2. Talked to on the phone: nikki
3. Text: mauricio
4. person messaged over myspace: i think alison
1. Wearing: tank top and jean skirt
2. Better than yesterday? i'm at school in atlanta and yesterday i was at nikki's in las vegas, so everything is worse; nothing is better
t o m o r r o w
1. Is: wednesday
2. Got any plans: work. i'll try to make it a day without crying. don't think i will be able to do so.
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: i'm in atlanta sans nikki
f a v o r i t e
1. Number: 13
2. color: navy blue i think. i may be starting to get tired of it.
3. Season: spring except for my allergies.
c u r r e n t l y
1. Missing someone: nikki, and laroyce since they live together. my mom and stepdad.
2. Mood: depressed
3. Wanting: to not be depressed
Qs & As
Q: First thing you did this morning:
A: fought back tears and cursed the town of atlanta and its disgustingly oppressive humidity
Q: Last thing you ate:
A: i'm drinking a latte. last night i had a slice of pizza and a salad at fellini's, which is less than a block from my new apartment.
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?:
A: i've lost my passion in life. i feel like i'm wasting my life but don't know how to fix it. you asked.
Q: What's annoying you right now?
A: the fact that i am stuck in atlanta for one more year
Q: What's the last movie you saw?:
A: shanghai noon last night. i have a leonard cohen documentary and callas forever waiting for me at home though and am very excited.
Q: Do you believe in long distance relationships?:
A: i believe they exist but i have difficulty maintaining them. of course, here i'm referring to friendships, since the possibility of a long distance romantic relationship is unimaginable to me. my closest friend lives all the way across the country though, so i know those can work.
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now:
A: yes, and it's not who you think.
Q: Do you think that a person is thinking of you too?
A: no
Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: i went to starbucks, the evil villian, to get my latte fix. i couldn't face the coffee making routine this morning at my apartment because my coffee maker is currently on the floor until i buy a table for it and they were doing very loud work on the house that was making me feel crazy.
Q: Do you look like your mom or dad?:
A: i wish i looked like my mom, but i think i look like the mailman. except i got my dad's smirk. thanks, daddy.
Q: Do you have any siblings?:
A: two younger brothers with whom i am close and two older stepsisters with whom i am not
Q: Do you smile often?:
A: i don't know. when i have something to smile about i guess
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: yes
Q: Are you a friendly person?:
A: i'm pretty moody. sometimes i am very friendly (especially when i've been drinking) but usually i'm introverted and evasive.
Q: Whose bed did you sleep in last night?:
A: my own
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?:
A: periwinkle, and it ties in the back. it's incredibly lame, but it has a shelf bra, so that's nice.
Q: What were you doing at 12 last night?:
A: trying to sleep unsuccessfully, realizing that jet lag does indeed affect even me.
Q: When is the last time you saw your dad?:
A: too long ago. i can't remember when. maybe christmas
Q: Do you have more guy or girl friends?
A: define "friend"
Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: when i read nikki's comment on my page
Q: Do you get angry easily?
A: i get irritated very easily, and when i do get angry i get really rude apparently.
Q: What was your last thought before you went to sleep last night??
A: something about "hang on, charity, you only have one more year here..."
Q: Take any vitamins?
A: no, i can't remember them
Q: What are you about to do?
A: i've been looking up relocating to austin tx on the internet, dreaming of next summer
Q: Do you ever check your phone, waiting for someone to call?
A: is this something that most people do not do?
Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10.
A: no
Q: Would you say that most people who first meet you like you?
A: often, but then when they get to know me is when they stop.
here's a piece of advice: don't fill out surveys when you're really depressed.
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